Home is where the heart is

1st things first, I'm HOMEEEE !

Back from Jakarta, back home sweet home. I miss Singapore!
Kay, I know it sounds illogical but i mean it.

Father, Sis & Myself took off to Indonesia on 25th December, approx. 7.15pm.
(it's alright that we went on holidays without each other. as long as you're still with me.)
It was a tough thing to take in, but we know we had to. I know i did.
I don't want my tears to be noticed, so i covered them with your jacket.
I'm sorry. (Oh Diyy)

Reached Batam Centre at 9pm? and we settled for steak, pizza and pasta.
after which, father brought us All the way up the hill,
where Acacia Resort was located (near the mountains).
We rode the bike, just us 3.
Sis pointed out at the sky, & i could see lots of stars.
I couldn't utter much. Just mesmerized,y'know.
Anyway, the Hotel was GREAT!
(it's been a while since i entered a hotel?)
The only thing on my mind was to SLEEP.
but nah, wasn't what actually happened.

Saturday..
woke up early in the morning.. to take pictures?! by the poolside.
went around the city to the Mall.. can't remember the name.
I bought a Red specs, love it. We ate at A&W.
Later in the afternoon, me and sis did our hair.
(i'll just agree if you say we look like one kind of a 'minah'.)
If it doesn't fit me, i'll drop it. No kidding.

Cum Sunday, aka Last day..
rode the Bike, just us 3 again, to this one Bridge.
Much scenic view. Ooh wee.
Didn't waste much time to head to the Beach. (not for long)
Last, of which nana actually got to buy her New moon DVD.

I know this post is lengthy, and i love it.
I'm working tomorrow. Yes, i just wasted a deal of hours of sleep.
Who cares. The holiday fever is still within. O.O

Yeah, and I miss you okay Boyfriend.

Love Story.

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.

And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..

Happy 3rd months, petit ami.. Je t'aime. <3

Chocolate Therapy

"who needs love, when you've got chocolate?"

mMm - Mm !

and for the past few days, i've been getting what i craved for.
cool shit or what. ;P oh yay~
First, it was Pizza,
Second, it was Western Food (apparently i ate rice every single day),
and then, it was Karipap
AND lastly, which is today, Mee Hoon Hongkong.

OHMYGOD.
i just lovee to EAT.

Next Stop?
Hmm. wait till i get those cravings again.
My brain never fails to think of Food. Delicous-o!

Loss

it sure feels like amnesia, only thing is that i could still picture the whole situation clearly.
no, maybe not. i just feel lost. yeah, that's it.
as though i'd just gone through a process where my emotions are wiped out completely.
a new beginning, or a restart?
oh god.

The End keeps rewinding in the records of my brain.
Shucks.

Dead End

nothing seems to change what i'm ever gonna feel right at this point of time.
looks like i'll never be able to run away from the fact that
i'm always gonna get hurt.
it feels as though i'm left with no choice than to get it.

and, there's no chance for a change. in you.
tell me what am i suppose to do right at this moment.
sacrifice my own feelings? in other words, live in denial?
for you. [?]
How long more?
is this what you name, love.. ?